coffee table

I read and then put the book down (on the coffee table)

and the book is shut, bookmarked at a place I felt I could leave it

and go back

at will

when I choose

to the place I left off

and if only life was like that

where we could close it for a while then pick it up again at a good time, a convenient time

chapters end and begin

(balancing act) pastel sketch on sugar paper

the feel good

some way or another the feel good thing is top of the list

it must happen

as soon as i open my eyes in the morning

i must feel good

not bad

not letting the darkness in but pushing it away

must be positive

slippers on feet clad

down stairs

planning food

how to feel good not bad

is this healthy, can my gut take it

drink, cleanse, eat food but I still want it to taste nice not just healthy

positive thoughts

foget the anger, let go,( it’ll be something else this time next year someone said)

nothing is that terrible to make you feel bad. no reason to frown , smile

yes smile , that helps