the edge

old windowsill

head up and balance

balancing on the edge

the man on the ledge poised

head turning , maybe looking down but then ahead again, perhaps he’ll pull back now

he was just admiring the view

we were all on an edge

coffee table

I read and then put the book down (on the coffee table)

and the book is shut, bookmarked at a place I felt I could leave it

and go back

at will

when I choose

to the place I left off

and if only life was like that

where we could close it for a while then pick it up again at a good time, a convenient time

chapters end and begin

(balancing act) pastel sketch on sugar paper

the feel good

some way or another the feel good thing is top of the list

it must happen

as soon as i open my eyes in the morning

i must feel good

not bad

not letting the darkness in but pushing it away

must be positive

slippers on feet clad

down stairs

planning food

how to feel good not bad

is this healthy, can my gut take it

drink, cleanse, eat food but I still want it to taste nice not just healthy

positive thoughts

foget the anger, let go,( it’ll be something else this time next year someone said)

nothing is that terrible to make you feel bad. no reason to frown , smile

yes smile , that helps

The Burden of Plastic

Lets hope that they clean up the plastic

Lets hope that the do-gooders, the positive thinkers

will pick up the endless debris, filling thin plastic bin liners with ugly, discarded, one-use water bottles

broken flip flops

coloured rope bits,chunks of mouldy yellowed foam

letting the sand, that was hidden, see the sky again.

Re-cycle it they say.

i ask myself but won’t it turn up again?

Wont it wash up again in its recycled form and lie amongst pebbles waiting for hippy mums, the well meaning dads to instruct their burdened children to pick it up and save the planet?

So we are all wearing coats made from recycled fishing nets.

We are drinking coconut milk lattes from biodegradable cups and believe we have secured the future of the human race.

We watch the salt water rush up onto the shore cover the golden sands then it retreats in pretty foamed lines

and we are cheered

almost smug.

That clean sand

not a squished,crumpled plastic container in sight.

We lie back in our recycled deck chairs and hope the fish won’t get stabbed by plastic forks again.

We hope that the turtles won’t ever die slowly again entangled in masses of endless net or that the silly gulls won’t fill their guts with random polythene scraps and ruin their digestive systems again.

We hope its all sorted.

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